My First Mother's Day

First, let me wish a very happy Mother's Day to all of you beautiful mamas and mamas-to-be! Mother's Day is such an important day because, though we should recognize our mothers every day, it's also nice to have a whole day to be acknowledged by those you love most in the world - your children. 

This year I celebrated my first Mother's Day as a mom. It was mellow and uneventful, but so, so good. I woke up and cuddled with Will and Liam, had brunch with my family, took my sisters out for ice cream, took a nap with my squish, then took some Mother's Day photos while the sun set. It was truly perfect. 

There's no feeling like being a mother. To look into your child's eyes and see yourself reflected is indescribable. Motherhood is raw and emotional and terrifying and beautiful all at once; and it is the greatest job I have ever had. Today I was able to reflect on that. Liam was conceived close to this time last year and I've been thinking about all the events leading up to his conception. Several friends of mine had dreams that I was pregnant or had a child and then I began having dreams that I had a baby. I think I was meant to have a child young. Nothing has ever felt more natural or right. I certainly have my moments of frustration and impatience, but if I could relive every stressful day all over again, I would; just to have an extra day with my love. 

Motherhood has introduced me to the greatest, fiercest love I have ever felt in my life. Words truly escape me when trying to describe my love and passion for this role. So I'll just end with a happy Mother's Day. Whether your baby is in your belly or fully grown, in your arms or in heaven; you're all deserving of so much love today and everyday. Much love to all of you beautiful women.